Yesterday, I had a doctor’s appointment that shook me to my core.
I don’t really want to go into details but there is a lot that I need to think about with my future.
It’s crazy to think that every choice I make about my health right now, will affect how long I live.
I am only twenty-years-old and I have to consider making a living will.
How is that possible?
I have just begun my life of exploring myself and the world.
It’s in these moments where I want to go up to every person that walks by me and say, “Live your life to the fullest. Live every day like it is your last. Appreciate every moment and memory you make and never regret a thing because it was meant to happen that way for a reason. Love your body and take care of it. Treasure every breath and step you take in life, it means more than you think.”
I always try to stay positive but over the years I have realized, it’s okay not to be positive.
It’s okay to feel down about yourself or down about life.
For there to be positivity, there needs to be negativity to balance it out.
After all, the awful things that you go through in life make you appreciate the good.
It’s taking those situations and realizing that its a part of life and you just got to keep going. Keep hoping. Keep praying that it will all work out in the end.